Today....
School field trip, sorta. You'd think "fun" right?
No, not really. Not when people hate you. Both rides there I was like, the only person that was "1-to-a-seat" not sitting with my "friends". I tried. But they didn't want to sit with me.
The whole time during the field trip, my 'friends' kept ditching me. My 'buddie' left me for a kid a year younger, My 'best friend' left me for a girl that we got in a fight with, she told her that she didn't they could ever be friends again, so I tried sticking up for her and ended up getting her more mad at me, and she spent like, the whole time with her and her other friend that probably hates me.
My other two friends kept running off together, and when I could be with them one of them was with her boyfriend, the guy I used to like, so I cant be around her when she's with him. I just can't stand it.
Then, on top of that I am not good at walking for a long time, so I got tired, angry, and moody fast.
ALSO, on the bus back, my friend (w/the bf) was sitting by me, and her friend behind us. At first her friend was like "come sit with me!" and she said "no, I'm sitting with *******!" Then like, 2 minutes later she moves and sits with her.
Bleehhh.
ON TOP OF ALL THAT, my friends boyfriend, who I used to-and only do a little still-like, didn't have a ride home, and I was the only person on the trip that lives on his road, so I had to give him a ride home...well my mom had to drive him anyway.....And it was sooo awkward. He and my mom had a nice long chat.....And of course, the first thing my mom says to him is "I've heard so much about you..." Geeze mom....He's not my boyfriend, and thats what moms say to their daughters BOYFRIENDS not guy friends.....I got to see his house, and meet his dad, briefly...AWKWARD. And then, when we're on the way home from dropping him off, my mom says to me "Your face is still bright pink"....GRR...I only like him a LITTLE.
At this point, I mostly like this kid that I'm going to school with next year and have hardly talked to...and a kid thats always flirting with me....but probably doesn't like me :/ Whateverrr.
Blehhh. Just kinda a bleh day. No one likes me :/ whaateverrr.
Just kind of a bad day.....
Any ideas to cheer me up? :)
~There is ALWAYS a SHINNING SUN behind every BROKEN CLOUD <3
Write L-O-V-E on my arms please?
School field trip, sorta. You'd think "fun" right?
No, not really. Not when people hate you. Both rides there I was like, the only person that was "1-to-a-seat" not sitting with my "friends". I tried. But they didn't want to sit with me.
The whole time during the field trip, my 'friends' kept ditching me. My 'buddie' left me for a kid a year younger, My 'best friend' left me for a girl that we got in a fight with, she told her that she didn't they could ever be friends again, so I tried sticking up for her and ended up getting her more mad at me, and she spent like, the whole time with her and her other friend that probably hates me.
My other two friends kept running off together, and when I could be with them one of them was with her boyfriend, the guy I used to like, so I cant be around her when she's with him. I just can't stand it.
Then, on top of that I am not good at walking for a long time, so I got tired, angry, and moody fast.
ALSO, on the bus back, my friend (w/the bf) was sitting by me, and her friend behind us. At first her friend was like "come sit with me!" and she said "no, I'm sitting with *******!" Then like, 2 minutes later she moves and sits with her.
Bleehhh.
ON TOP OF ALL THAT, my friends boyfriend, who I used to-and only do a little still-like, didn't have a ride home, and I was the only person on the trip that lives on his road, so I had to give him a ride home...well my mom had to drive him anyway.....And it was sooo awkward. He and my mom had a nice long chat.....And of course, the first thing my mom says to him is "I've heard so much about you..." Geeze mom....He's not my boyfriend, and thats what moms say to their daughters BOYFRIENDS not guy friends.....I got to see his house, and meet his dad, briefly...AWKWARD. And then, when we're on the way home from dropping him off, my mom says to me "Your face is still bright pink"....GRR...I only like him a LITTLE.
At this point, I mostly like this kid that I'm going to school with next year and have hardly talked to...and a kid thats always flirting with me....but probably doesn't like me :/ Whateverrr.
Blehhh. Just kinda a bleh day. No one likes me :/ whaateverrr.
Just kind of a bad day.....
Any ideas to cheer me up? :)
~There is ALWAYS a SHINNING SUN behind every BROKEN CLOUD <3
Write L-O-V-E on my arms please?
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