Bad Day....(which I seem to be having alot of lately :/ )
Started off with...having to run the timed mile :O
I absolutely suck at running, and can barely run more than a mile in half an hour, so I wasn't too happy about having to run....for a 2nd time this week...
I got 12:57....which is actually a record for me :O
Pretty sad, but last time I got like 13:15 or something. O.o
Anyway, from there it mostly went on mostly about my "best friend" whos really been pissing me off lately.
School wasn't actually THAT bad today, except 7th period.... that was weird.
So, I ended up having a break down a few days ago, and no one noticed my legs/ankles in gym.....since, like, monday. Either no one has seen them, or cares to ask/be worried. That is, until math class.
In math, I sit across the aisle from the guy I like......we flirt, but no one knows who he likes. Anyway, we were sitting there in class, and the bottoms of my pants came up a little too high over my ankle, and so he goes "*******, what happened to your ankle?"
For a moment, I panicked, It was the perfect oportunity to tell him, and ask for help (even though telling him in the middle of class wouldn't have been the best idea...)
But I panicked, and said "My cat."
He joked it off saying "see, this is why I hate cats. They're vicious"
I just wish I could tell him the truth. But it would scare him away, most likely. Not that he likes me or anything, but I can always hope....
Then, I go to rifle class (Don't ask) with my "best friend", and we're sorta having fun, goofin off, ect.
Until the car ride back.
I said something about her forgetting to unload the gun after she shot, and she started defending herself, like usual, but what she was saying didn't make sense to me, so I was trying to clarify what she was saying, but she just kept yelling at me. I stayed calm the whole time.
Also, when I told her that I was just trying to figure out what she meant, she started mumbling under her breath "god, your're so stupid. oh my god" and stuff like that.
Thanks, as if my day was great enough with out you calling me stupid, like I already, always feel.
(I say this because in math earlier that day I made a stupid mistake on my calculator, I only but 1800 instead of 18000 so it screwed up my answer and people kept yelling at me the whole time we were doing this problems, defending their answer, stealing my answer, and the kid sitting next to me kept getting angry cause he stole my answer and was mad when it was wrong. I seriously almost started to cry because so many people were like "ha!" and so on and so fourth, so thats another reason why I'm having a crappy day :/ )
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^^ frustrated typing, sorry, I do that sometimes.
Thanks for reading, those of you who do.... : )
Started off with...having to run the timed mile :O
I absolutely suck at running, and can barely run more than a mile in half an hour, so I wasn't too happy about having to run....for a 2nd time this week...
I got 12:57....which is actually a record for me :O
Pretty sad, but last time I got like 13:15 or something. O.o
Anyway, from there it mostly went on mostly about my "best friend" whos really been pissing me off lately.
School wasn't actually THAT bad today, except 7th period.... that was weird.
So, I ended up having a break down a few days ago, and no one noticed my legs/ankles in gym.....since, like, monday. Either no one has seen them, or cares to ask/be worried. That is, until math class.
In math, I sit across the aisle from the guy I like......we flirt, but no one knows who he likes. Anyway, we were sitting there in class, and the bottoms of my pants came up a little too high over my ankle, and so he goes "*******, what happened to your ankle?"
For a moment, I panicked, It was the perfect oportunity to tell him, and ask for help (even though telling him in the middle of class wouldn't have been the best idea...)
But I panicked, and said "My cat."
He joked it off saying "see, this is why I hate cats. They're vicious"
I just wish I could tell him the truth. But it would scare him away, most likely. Not that he likes me or anything, but I can always hope....
Then, I go to rifle class (Don't ask) with my "best friend", and we're sorta having fun, goofin off, ect.
Until the car ride back.
I said something about her forgetting to unload the gun after she shot, and she started defending herself, like usual, but what she was saying didn't make sense to me, so I was trying to clarify what she was saying, but she just kept yelling at me. I stayed calm the whole time.
Also, when I told her that I was just trying to figure out what she meant, she started mumbling under her breath "god, your're so stupid. oh my god" and stuff like that.
Thanks, as if my day was great enough with out you calling me stupid, like I already, always feel.
(I say this because in math earlier that day I made a stupid mistake on my calculator, I only but 1800 instead of 18000 so it screwed up my answer and people kept yelling at me the whole time we were doing this problems, defending their answer, stealing my answer, and the kid sitting next to me kept getting angry cause he stole my answer and was mad when it was wrong. I seriously almost started to cry because so many people were like "ha!" and so on and so fourth, so thats another reason why I'm having a crappy day :/ )
jasldfjasldfkjasldkfj
^^ frustrated typing, sorry, I do that sometimes.
Thanks for reading, those of you who do.... : )
As someone said to me when I was having a bad day, just "let it be what it is - if it's shit well yell at the stupid day for not being good enough." Thing is, there will be days when everything seems to go wrong, but it won't be every day, even if it feels like it at the moment. You'll be ok darling, I know you will. Stay lovely :) ♥ xx
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