Summer plans & beyond

Summer plans:

Alright, so as I may have said previously, this summer is one of major change for me.

So, what exactly am I changing, and how?

Well, I will tell you, but I cant say that I know it will work, cause, obviously, I haven't done this before.

Main summer Goal: 

To use all the camps I'm enrolled in to my advantage. All the camps I'm going to, I don't think I know hardly anyone, so I am hoping I can use these to:

Become more outgoing

Become more comfortable being around boys/guys

Learn how to make friends easier (kind of going along with the outgoing thing)

Learn how to "fake it till you make it"

Plans to achieve my main goal:

I am going to TC again, which is something I went to last, year,

but this time, I'm going a month earlier than when everyone else from my last group is going,

so I won't know anyone there,, except maybe one or two kids who are going that month I think,

So what I'm going to do, is, well last time, I hung out with my roommates at first, until I met my friend Sydney who started talking to me, then I just stuck with her (btw, TC is where I met my ex bf), and so this time, I'm hoping I can be super duper outgoing, get along with everyone, and NOT be that awkward girl sitting in the corner.

I am going to a YMCA summer camp in our major town (which will remain unnamed :) , where I won't know anyone there, so I plan on being one of those outgoing people (NOT obnoxious!)

I'm going to a 2 week long camp, where no one knows me. 

I think you can figure out my plan, its pretty repetitive :)

My (not main) Hopeful Goal for this summer:

That I can use this opportunity to start working out more. I will start running on the treadmill, hopefully regularly, and achieve running a mile in less than 12 minutes, and hopefully lost a number of pounds this summer--the healthy way.

Another Hopeful Goal for this summer:

Begin eating healthier food. 

I'm always eating bad food, such as right now I'm eating Nerds, and usually eat things like ravioli, pizza bagels, pizza, ect. for dinner....or any other time :) 

Another Hopeful Goal for something to achieve this summer:

When I go "back to school shopping" to actually get cute stuff. 

I have like, the worst outfits ever, I never find cute backpacks, and I always look like bleh. :)

School Plans:

Main School plan:

Starting over--being someone I want to be, though who I want to be may not be the best.

Who I want to be:

I want to be that girl that get called pretty

I want to be that girl that is called up to hang out

I want to be that girl that is invited to things

I want to be that girl that has alot of guy friends

I want to be that girl that is always happy

I want to be that girl that other girls are jealous of

I want to be that girl that has friends in every grade above her

I want to be that girl others follow

I want to be that girl that the unpopular girls call a slut, because she's pretty

I want to be that girl guys wish they could have

I want to be that girl that has a loyal, long-term boyfriend

I want to be that girl thats phone blows up, without having to send the first message

I want to be that girl that is thought of first, not last

I want to be that girl that is nice to everyone

I want to be that girl that is pretty

I want to be that girl that has a lot of friends

I want to be that girl other girls try to look like

I want to be that girl thats a role model

I want to be that girl

I don't really have a plan for how to do this, it all depends on how this summer goes....If it can truely

Fake it till I make it