Day 1: a picture of yourself, and one interesting fact for every year you've been alive:
Well, I don't feel like telling people how many years young, or old, I am, whichever you prefer to think of it as. So I'll do 15 facts. No, I'm not 15, and I was gona do 20, but realized I can't think of 20 interesting facts about myself, and it'll probably take me all night just to think of 15.
A picture...a picture.....this is one of the only pictures of me I like, and I was like, 7 or 8 when this was taken.
I dont like this shirt.
Anyway, My 15 interesting facts (I'll do 20 if I think of more)
1. I currently have a dress for an event at the end of my school year, and its a size 6 and is like, the only thing that makes me actually feel pretty, though I've only worn it when I tried it on in the store, and the night after that at home when I was deciding all the stuff I'd wear with it, and how I'd wear it.
2. I have had 2 boyfriends, both older than me. The first one, (they have generic names, but I'll only use their initial), J, was a year ahead of me, and apparently only dated me cause he liked my hair (it was...interesting...at the time), and he never complimented me, though he said "I love you" before we were even dating...and WHILE we were dating he told me he thought my friend was really pretty, which made me angry. I dated him early April - Late May of 2010. My second boyfriend, D, I really loved. He was amazing. I guess I do still love him, but I can live without him <3 more of sibling love, now, I guess, though we don't talk much. I dated him July 28th-end of September. We broke up because it was long distance, he has a new girlfriend now. I got to see him on his birthday, which made me really happy, cause he lives about a 6 hour drive away. He is exactly 1 year, 6 months, and 1 day older than I am. He first said he loved me on August 8th, and I hurt him terribly the 9th, and regret it greatly, but he forgave me (So he said). He broke all his promises to me, told his new gf all of my secrets, and started smoking weed (breaking another promise) 2B. That was really long.
3. As much as I despise and can go on and on ranting about how awful society is, and almost all of the advice I give, I'm the biggest hypocrite ever. I try to change myself to fit society, and cannot take a word of my own advice. I even gave one of my friends advice on how to get this guy to like her last year, and it worked, and I'm like "WTF" cause, well, I liked him too, and the one time I took all of my advice it worked for her....
4. I'm too scared to tell people what my TWLOHA bracelet and T-shirt really stand for when they ask. I just tell them that its an organization I support. I'm afraid they'd ask questions on why I support it.
5. I hate being put under pressure. I can't even stand it when people ask me where I want to eat. I let people decide for me, and give myself no voice. This is one of the things I'm working on this summer, making decisions for myself and not letting people decide what I like and want. I chose for myself.
6. I'm afraid of so many things. I'm going through a tough time right now, soft of relapsing-ish, with my dad leaving and all. I'm afraid of how little I'll see him, I'm afraid I'll become depressed again and wont achieve anything this summer because I won't have the will to care. I'm afraid of hurting people, though I do it so much. I'm afraid of people hurting me, though it seems like I let them do it so easily.
7. I fall hard, and land harder. No one is ever there to catch me, when I really need it.
8. I have submitted over 65 secrets on sixbillionsecrets.com since March 10th.
9. I am eating my very first chilli dog ever at this moment...and it's not too bad. Also, I NEVER eat hot dogs without ketchup or mustard...
10. I collect Monster cans....kinda weird, but I do. I have ALMOST all of them. Today I just wrote down the ones I need, which are Import, Dub Edition, M3, Rehab, Toffee, Irish Blend, Loca Moca, Vanilla Light, Black Ice, Hammer, an Midnite....Kinda sounds like a lot, but I have cans of over half of them...and hey...If you would be ever so kind to mail me one of these cans, or better yet, the whole drink. ALSO, there are two kinds (I heard anyway), that are only sold in Europe, which are Ripper & Export, and goll, that'd be amazing if I had cans of Monster Energy drinks that are only sold in Europe.. :O :) (I say, hopefully) and hey...hey...I can make some pretty BEAST cookies, if someone wanted to trade ;) shoot me an email!
11. I have a complete Goldfish addiction. Flavor Blasted goldfish....THATS WHERE ITS AT. Except I hate any REAL seafood. It's NASTTYYY
12. I'm sort of a math freak/geek. I'm a total math nerd, I loveeee it. My friends make fun of me, that I'm a teachers pet, cause...well...my math teachers LOVES me. Also, when I understand something the rest of the class doesn't get (cause my mind works really weird when it comes to math. Its hard to explain to the class, but it just makes sense in my head), I'll start like, bouncing up and down and going "OOHH I GET IT! :D" cause its one of the few things I'm actually good at... (amazing right?)
13. I actually like helping people..usually. I mean, sometimes I have my own life and problems to attend to, and sometimes people bug me, when they're just like, complete downers and shoot down every thing I say and wont even try one of my suggestions, but aside from those kind of people, I actually like to think I'm good at giving advice, another one of the few things I'm good at. :)
14. Totally random, but ALL of my jeans (that I wear) are from Deilias, cause, dang they're comfy. But I love Hot Topic clothes, though I hardly have anything from there. Since I'm changing my style next year, I'll be changing my wardrobe too. I recently saw a Wet Seal store, and frick, they have CUTE clothes, so I think that will be a nice stop on my shopping spree at the end of the summer.
15. I'm atheist. Well, sort of. I think that sounds like a rude word, in the context people use it like, sneering and being like "OMG you're an athiestttt? :O you're going to hell!" no. I don't like that. I like saying Agnostic, but I'm not even sure I can say I'm that. I was never exposed to religion when I was growing up, so I didn't even know what it was until my brother and one of his friends got in a fight about it when I was about 6 or 7. I always thought that the idea of a "god" was silly, but I always would say "its how they were raised, its not their fault. they didn't really have a choice in the religion their parents birthed them into, its all they knew growing up, just like I didn't even know about it growing up, so its not my fault I'm atheist." Also, I might call myself a Unitarian Universal-ist. (idk how I would spell that). I've been going to my local Unitarian church for a group my mom and grandparents signed me up for, and I actually like their ideals. So, I may call myself that, though I don't attend the actual services.
16. I don't feel like coming up with 4/5 more. So, goodnight all in my area, Sleep well those of you sleeping, Good morning to those of you waking up, and Have a great day to those already awake, and everyone else!
<3 <3
I liked my old sig, "there is always a shinning sun behind every broken cloud", but I stopped typing it out, cause I'm lazy, and it was getting too hard to copy and paste, so I think my new sig will be the, commonly used, "stay strong, smile on. stay lovely, you are loved"
Yeah, that works. but no special fonts or bolds or anything, thats what I'm too lazy to do :)
<3 Stay strong, smile on, Stay lovely, stay you,
You are loved!
Well, I don't feel like telling people how many years young, or old, I am, whichever you prefer to think of it as. So I'll do 15 facts. No, I'm not 15, and I was gona do 20, but realized I can't think of 20 interesting facts about myself, and it'll probably take me all night just to think of 15.
A picture...a picture.....this is one of the only pictures of me I like, and I was like, 7 or 8 when this was taken.
I dont like this shirt.
Anyway, My 15 interesting facts (I'll do 20 if I think of more)
1. I currently have a dress for an event at the end of my school year, and its a size 6 and is like, the only thing that makes me actually feel pretty, though I've only worn it when I tried it on in the store, and the night after that at home when I was deciding all the stuff I'd wear with it, and how I'd wear it.
2. I have had 2 boyfriends, both older than me. The first one, (they have generic names, but I'll only use their initial), J, was a year ahead of me, and apparently only dated me cause he liked my hair (it was...interesting...at the time), and he never complimented me, though he said "I love you" before we were even dating...and WHILE we were dating he told me he thought my friend was really pretty, which made me angry. I dated him early April - Late May of 2010. My second boyfriend, D, I really loved. He was amazing. I guess I do still love him, but I can live without him <3 more of sibling love, now, I guess, though we don't talk much. I dated him July 28th-end of September. We broke up because it was long distance, he has a new girlfriend now. I got to see him on his birthday, which made me really happy, cause he lives about a 6 hour drive away. He is exactly 1 year, 6 months, and 1 day older than I am. He first said he loved me on August 8th, and I hurt him terribly the 9th, and regret it greatly, but he forgave me (So he said). He broke all his promises to me, told his new gf all of my secrets, and started smoking weed (breaking another promise) 2B. That was really long.
3. As much as I despise and can go on and on ranting about how awful society is, and almost all of the advice I give, I'm the biggest hypocrite ever. I try to change myself to fit society, and cannot take a word of my own advice. I even gave one of my friends advice on how to get this guy to like her last year, and it worked, and I'm like "WTF" cause, well, I liked him too, and the one time I took all of my advice it worked for her....
4. I'm too scared to tell people what my TWLOHA bracelet and T-shirt really stand for when they ask. I just tell them that its an organization I support. I'm afraid they'd ask questions on why I support it.
5. I hate being put under pressure. I can't even stand it when people ask me where I want to eat. I let people decide for me, and give myself no voice. This is one of the things I'm working on this summer, making decisions for myself and not letting people decide what I like and want. I chose for myself.
6. I'm afraid of so many things. I'm going through a tough time right now, soft of relapsing-ish, with my dad leaving and all. I'm afraid of how little I'll see him, I'm afraid I'll become depressed again and wont achieve anything this summer because I won't have the will to care. I'm afraid of hurting people, though I do it so much. I'm afraid of people hurting me, though it seems like I let them do it so easily.
7. I fall hard, and land harder. No one is ever there to catch me, when I really need it.
8. I have submitted over 65 secrets on sixbillionsecrets.com since March 10th.
9. I am eating my very first chilli dog ever at this moment...and it's not too bad. Also, I NEVER eat hot dogs without ketchup or mustard...
10. I collect Monster cans....kinda weird, but I do. I have ALMOST all of them. Today I just wrote down the ones I need, which are Import, Dub Edition, M3, Rehab, Toffee, Irish Blend, Loca Moca, Vanilla Light, Black Ice, Hammer, an Midnite....Kinda sounds like a lot, but I have cans of over half of them...and hey...If you would be ever so kind to mail me one of these cans, or better yet, the whole drink. ALSO, there are two kinds (I heard anyway), that are only sold in Europe, which are Ripper & Export, and goll, that'd be amazing if I had cans of Monster Energy drinks that are only sold in Europe.. :O :) (I say, hopefully) and hey...hey...I can make some pretty BEAST cookies, if someone wanted to trade ;) shoot me an email!
11. I have a complete Goldfish addiction. Flavor Blasted goldfish....THATS WHERE ITS AT. Except I hate any REAL seafood. It's NASTTYYY
12. I'm sort of a math freak/geek. I'm a total math nerd, I loveeee it. My friends make fun of me, that I'm a teachers pet, cause...well...my math teachers LOVES me. Also, when I understand something the rest of the class doesn't get (cause my mind works really weird when it comes to math. Its hard to explain to the class, but it just makes sense in my head), I'll start like, bouncing up and down and going "OOHH I GET IT! :D" cause its one of the few things I'm actually good at... (amazing right?)
13. I actually like helping people..usually. I mean, sometimes I have my own life and problems to attend to, and sometimes people bug me, when they're just like, complete downers and shoot down every thing I say and wont even try one of my suggestions, but aside from those kind of people, I actually like to think I'm good at giving advice, another one of the few things I'm good at. :)
14. Totally random, but ALL of my jeans (that I wear) are from Deilias, cause, dang they're comfy. But I love Hot Topic clothes, though I hardly have anything from there. Since I'm changing my style next year, I'll be changing my wardrobe too. I recently saw a Wet Seal store, and frick, they have CUTE clothes, so I think that will be a nice stop on my shopping spree at the end of the summer.
15. I'm atheist. Well, sort of. I think that sounds like a rude word, in the context people use it like, sneering and being like "OMG you're an athiestttt? :O you're going to hell!" no. I don't like that. I like saying Agnostic, but I'm not even sure I can say I'm that. I was never exposed to religion when I was growing up, so I didn't even know what it was until my brother and one of his friends got in a fight about it when I was about 6 or 7. I always thought that the idea of a "god" was silly, but I always would say "its how they were raised, its not their fault. they didn't really have a choice in the religion their parents birthed them into, its all they knew growing up, just like I didn't even know about it growing up, so its not my fault I'm atheist." Also, I might call myself a Unitarian Universal-ist. (idk how I would spell that). I've been going to my local Unitarian church for a group my mom and grandparents signed me up for, and I actually like their ideals. So, I may call myself that, though I don't attend the actual services.
16. I don't feel like coming up with 4/5 more. So, goodnight all in my area, Sleep well those of you sleeping, Good morning to those of you waking up, and Have a great day to those already awake, and everyone else!
<3 <3
I liked my old sig, "there is always a shinning sun behind every broken cloud", but I stopped typing it out, cause I'm lazy, and it was getting too hard to copy and paste, so I think my new sig will be the, commonly used, "stay strong, smile on. stay lovely, you are loved"
Yeah, that works. but no special fonts or bolds or anything, thats what I'm too lazy to do :)
<3 Stay strong, smile on, Stay lovely, stay you,
You are loved!
Glad you liked the suggestion XD
ReplyDeleteOk, so my facts were really random.. but yours actually make sense! :D
And your blog is not lame AT ALL - just sayin' :)
♥
xx
AND... meant to say this before but hey I've seen Monster Ripper drinks ;) not sure bout Export though.. ha xx
ReplyDeleteDuuuddee you should mail me one <3
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