Someone..

I just need someone there for me, ya know?

Like, I know this one friend will be there for me if I like, need to rant or whatever, but I want to find someone, like SomeGirl found someone.

I just need a GUY, as selfish as it sounds, to be here for me, when I need a hug, to tell me I'm wonderful when I'm having an awful day, who will care about me no matter how much of a bitch I am.

Personally, I'd think *Pancake Boy* would be compassionate like that, maybe, since he has actually complimented me before, to where I almost cried once. He always makes me feel better when I talk to him, as cheesy as that sounds, but he doesn't know how I feel, and I doubt he would feel that way about me. There are so many other, much prettier and nicer, girls who flirt with him all the time, so I'd hardly stand a chance.

My friends ex also makes me feel good, usually, but I KNOW that he wouldn't date me or anything, I've already tried that, though he is usually there for me when I need him, for a little while anyway...Plus one of my friends loves him, and I couldn't do that to her...


I hope tomorrow is better.

It was a good week, until EMS screwed it up....