Arg. I miss you :P

Actually....you'd never really guess.

I miss you, S S-S.
Your sister may be a bitch, especially to me, but I miss our friendship.

Now EmS is friends with you again, but do you know what really happened?

E told me that she didn't think she'd ever be able to forgive you. When we e-mailed, she was with me telling me what to say. I was saying that stuff both because she told me to, and because I was trying to stick up for her. I was angry at you, but we got along well at M.H's birthday party, and I miss having a good friend like you.

I don't even know what we got in a fight about.

But now you hang out with all those people I don't like, all the couples. I couldn't go over and talk to you because I'd feel so bad about myself with all you couples, then me, the lonely girl no one likes.

Then again, since I'm going away next year, why would it even matter? There's only a month left of school....
I guess this just matters because I'd want you to know....I'd want you to know that I DONT hate you. I was trying to do what E wanted, then she back stabbed me.

I don't know if YOU'LL ever forgive ME, but I just wanted you to know that I don't hate you. I still wish we could be as close as we once were. Because after all I've done for E, she's left me with no one. Because I'm just a bitch.

Sorry.
LYLAS.